take me to the sky

10:08 pm Okay post about wudao. You might want to ignore this.

I really feel that the CNY dance is very neat during the practices we have at the health and fitness room but somehow when we dance on stage, the feel just isn't there and then it's like so messy. I think it's partly due to stage fright but if we don't get over this on Wednesday we're really going to screw it up. And we shouldn't cause' this is like our only chance to dance this dance. We wouldn't have any more oppurtunities to dance this dance anymore. It's like all those practices for one performace, awesome or just plain lousy depends on us all. We really need to buck up and give it our best shot on Wednesday.. We don't have any more practices so it really depends on yourself to dance well on the actual day. I really hope that it will turn out well and not screwed and people will just complain how messy it is. I know when we are practising it gets really tiring but please stop complaining okay? It's for your own good, everyone's good. When people see a person dancing differently from the rest on stage, they would form an impression that the dance is messy already.. Some of you treat this dance as an extra burden and not a privilege to dance in this dance. People who are much much better than me like Rachel and Cheryl are not dancing in this dance cause' they danced in the previous one. Thus it makes this a even more precious oppurtunity for me to dance in this dance, even if it's a short part. But some of you treat it like it's expected and start giving those bored out looks when we have to practice extra times. Yes I know sometimes I get annoyed with it too but it's really important for us to work hard. Like Cheryl said, chances to dance are not like tissue paper like that? If liangls choose people to dance, I would definitely not be in this dance already. That's why I try to put in more effort. I hope it turns out well, really and truly.

SYF doesn't drop from the sky. Yes I truly agree with this statement. If we don't work hard and just leave feitian to whatever it is right now..do you think it'll be up to GWH standard? Right now I don't even have confidence for us to get even a gold. For GWH we must really work super hard on every tiny detail, our biaoqing, our dongzuo, everything must be tidy. With some of you people's attitude right now, I really don't think it is possible. Really don't wish to elaborate on this anymore so..yeah.

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Great day out with Kim and Jas today! Homework! I finished copying out the ciyus for menghen and wusongdahu, finished reading Times magazine and the bio worksheet and revised a teeny bit of maths. Okay sounds damn little. >< Anw we played bomb packets! Damn retarded and shibai for me cause' I step and the stuff inside just came out instead of bursting. So saddening. Gossiped lots and went home. :D

Hmmm feeling kinda sad after reading the wudao people's posts.

Kimberly yay you're my #1 confidante! Love you lots. Friends forever and ever you crazy Marie (Mali mali mali) pok! ♥